And so, the story begins...
In a society where looks play an important part, it is not surprising that even a child would be extremely pleased when he/she received positive comments on his/her looks. I was one of them. I liked dressing up and listening to people say, "Wow, you look like a model!". After hearing that, I wanted to be one. I didn't feel so hopeful after meeting Sasha of the now disbanded Elite group face to face. She was gorgeous. She was ethereal. It was as if she belonged to another world.
And then...I started loving food. Put on a lot of weight as the result of eating a lot. It was clear that I had no model figure (nor the height) to be one. I didn't have the Pan-Asian look either. So I didn't give it a thought anymore. Until one day, my mom commented on my ever increasing weight. I had to do something about it.
My solution? I went to a slimming center. Of course, I was told many times that it wouldn't work, it's just a waste of money and time. Well, I proved them wrong. I have to admit that I spent quite a fortune on it, slightly more than RM4k. However, I was pleased with the results. I have to thank the nice ladies at SlimWorld too ^-^. I also did my part in it. Slimming programmes wouldn't work if you don't stick to the diet plan given to you. I had to sacrifice lots of good, tasty but fattening meals. Slimming sessions can be slightly painful as well, but as the saying goes, "no pain, no gain". Even after the slimming sessions have ended, regular exercises are necessary to maintain the weight.
Being able to wear nice clothes again made me feel really happy. Before losing weight, I didn't bother trying on clothes as I wouldn't look good in them. Some can't even fit. And finally, I can go for those cosmetic makeovers which I've wanted go for since secondary school. The results were amazing. I thought of my old dream again. Maybe I can try achieving it now... After checking a few modeling websites, I didn't feel so positive. My height is slightly below the minimum requirement. My weight was still too heavy. My measurements were one inch more than the average for models.
Instead, my ex-boss told me to try doing ads and tv commercials. Told me that modeling is tough, try going for ads and commercials instead. I told her, "Isn't doing ads and tv commmercials more difficult as you have to act?". I sent out my makeover pictures to various agencies in KL and even to one in Singapore. The weirdest part was, I got the fastest (and only) reply from the agency in Singapore. I wasn't even expecting one from them.
The time was right. I was going to Singapore at that time so I could meet up with them. After discussing with them, I realized I had to face reality (no, I wasn't rejected, agencies normally don't reject, I think). It was impossible for me to travel down to Singapore twice a week for auditions. I was also concerned about work permit issues. Feeling disappointed, I decided to tell them that I won't be able to join their agency. The experience, however, was a good one. It boosted my confidence to approach the agency which my ex-boss recommended.
I came back to Malaysia and called the agency. However, they were off for a whole week for the Raya break. Finally, I managed to get hold of them, and was told to go to their office to register the next day. I could have gone after work if I had wanted to, but I didn't want to go there looking like a zombie after a tiring day at work. Instead, I went today to register. The guys there were nice and friendly people. They give you this feeling that they are sure of what they are doing and what they want. I guess in this line, you'd have to be like that. I must learn from them. I'd even voiced my concerns about having no prior experience but the guy whom I spoke to told me that it's ok, it's something that will get better after a while.
Registration included filling in a form with my details, taking several pictures of me as well as taking a video of me introducing myself. I have to admit, I was nervous. I found it difficult to smile (bad start!) when the cameraman took photos. During the video taking, I tried not to be stiff, but soon, I forgot all about being nervous when the cameraman asked a silly question to make me laugh. And that was that.
Now all I'm waiting for is a call from them to go for auditions. I wonder if I would get any. After all, it is all up to the clients to choose whom they want in their commercials and ads. But at least, I have started the ball rolling...
And then...I started loving food. Put on a lot of weight as the result of eating a lot. It was clear that I had no model figure (nor the height) to be one. I didn't have the Pan-Asian look either. So I didn't give it a thought anymore. Until one day, my mom commented on my ever increasing weight. I had to do something about it.
My solution? I went to a slimming center. Of course, I was told many times that it wouldn't work, it's just a waste of money and time. Well, I proved them wrong. I have to admit that I spent quite a fortune on it, slightly more than RM4k. However, I was pleased with the results. I have to thank the nice ladies at SlimWorld too ^-^. I also did my part in it. Slimming programmes wouldn't work if you don't stick to the diet plan given to you. I had to sacrifice lots of good, tasty but fattening meals. Slimming sessions can be slightly painful as well, but as the saying goes, "no pain, no gain". Even after the slimming sessions have ended, regular exercises are necessary to maintain the weight.
Being able to wear nice clothes again made me feel really happy. Before losing weight, I didn't bother trying on clothes as I wouldn't look good in them. Some can't even fit. And finally, I can go for those cosmetic makeovers which I've wanted go for since secondary school. The results were amazing. I thought of my old dream again. Maybe I can try achieving it now... After checking a few modeling websites, I didn't feel so positive. My height is slightly below the minimum requirement. My weight was still too heavy. My measurements were one inch more than the average for models.
Instead, my ex-boss told me to try doing ads and tv commercials. Told me that modeling is tough, try going for ads and commercials instead. I told her, "Isn't doing ads and tv commmercials more difficult as you have to act?". I sent out my makeover pictures to various agencies in KL and even to one in Singapore. The weirdest part was, I got the fastest (and only) reply from the agency in Singapore. I wasn't even expecting one from them.
The time was right. I was going to Singapore at that time so I could meet up with them. After discussing with them, I realized I had to face reality (no, I wasn't rejected, agencies normally don't reject, I think). It was impossible for me to travel down to Singapore twice a week for auditions. I was also concerned about work permit issues. Feeling disappointed, I decided to tell them that I won't be able to join their agency. The experience, however, was a good one. It boosted my confidence to approach the agency which my ex-boss recommended.
I came back to Malaysia and called the agency. However, they were off for a whole week for the Raya break. Finally, I managed to get hold of them, and was told to go to their office to register the next day. I could have gone after work if I had wanted to, but I didn't want to go there looking like a zombie after a tiring day at work. Instead, I went today to register. The guys there were nice and friendly people. They give you this feeling that they are sure of what they are doing and what they want. I guess in this line, you'd have to be like that. I must learn from them. I'd even voiced my concerns about having no prior experience but the guy whom I spoke to told me that it's ok, it's something that will get better after a while.
Registration included filling in a form with my details, taking several pictures of me as well as taking a video of me introducing myself. I have to admit, I was nervous. I found it difficult to smile (bad start!) when the cameraman took photos. During the video taking, I tried not to be stiff, but soon, I forgot all about being nervous when the cameraman asked a silly question to make me laugh. And that was that.
Now all I'm waiting for is a call from them to go for auditions. I wonder if I would get any. After all, it is all up to the clients to choose whom they want in their commercials and ads. But at least, I have started the ball rolling...
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